Finally the answer is out.

They will move to the west end of the homeland.
I will move with them. But I will rent another room nearby so that I can accompany mum when my siblings are busy.

On my part, I am sort of settled down with the idea. I think it is for the better.

Bro decided to take up the responsibility of paying all the rental and water bill. Nothing make a person grows up more then hardship. When I am around, they thought that I will always be there. But now he grows up. More responsible more sensible.

Sis? She has been very pressurised by herself. Thinking I will not be with them, she has to be independent. Thinking that she would be able to take care of Mum. So she wants to find a job as quickly as possible. Thus these days has been very emotional days for her. Not easy. But it is part of life.

At first I thought that they purposely left me out of their plan, thus I was very very sad. But looking at their emotions these few days. I think they have made the same mistake again - Not thinking clearly before they do anythings. Unintentionally hurting me.

However, whatever it is. I believe it is turning for the better. Cos at last they are growing up. Taking responsibilities that they should have long assume as son, as daughter, as a citizen of the society.

Now is time to start saving so that I can buy the necessary daily items for them and rental for my new place. Moving cost. New items such as lamps, heater system, all installations. Beds, shelve,etc. So many things in such a short time. But I will be able to make it. No problem.

I am not afraid of hardship. I am more afraid losing direction in life. Losing myself. If I need anything, it is my compass in life. That is all. =)