I really really HATE POLITIC.

However, I needs to understand the working of it to prevent myself from falling into it.

In my group there are two ladies seniors. Let call then Senior A and Senior B.

Senior A came into the company the same time/batch as my boss...
However due to previous job commitment, my boss entered into her job role three months late.

When she entered into my company and was assigned to work in the same Lab as Senior A and another Senior - Senior C.

Senior A and Senior C refused to teach my boss anything( Both seniors when through a training and my boss missed it as she entered the company later.)

Never mind my boss study on her own. However during lunch, she tried to mingle with the ladies in the lab (including the 2 seniors). She saw an empty seat beside the two seniors and asked if she can seat down. They answered very straight, "No, someone among us don't like you."

During one of the working session, my boss was required to take samples in put them in the refrigerator for testing. She wrote on a piece of paper to indicate which production it belongs to. Normally when people sees that, they will leave the sample alone. However, someone switch off the refrigerator! The samples were ruined.

Thinking that someone accidentally switch the power off. My boss wrote another note beside the switch - "please don't not switch off". And she took more samples to run the test in the refrigerator.

Guess what?

Someone switch it off again. This time round, there is a writing on the "Please don't switch the power off" note. The new text wrote: "So what if I switch off?"
Very mean isn't it?

My boss said it was Senior A and C who did it. There are more bullying stuff which they did.

She bear with it for as long as she could because her mum needed her to send money back. Finally she could not take it, she changed to another department.

When she is been asked to be my section manager, she was very reluctant. However, she finally got over it. She never tries to make things difficult for Senior A, in fact she valued her experiences. My boss try to train Senior A to goes to a managing role.

Isn't my boss has a big heart?

It has been a long time since I really seat down to reflect on my life and blog it.

Too much had happened... Not till tonite meeting with my friend ML that decided to blog again...

Brief update... Pass few months fighting with myself on to change a job or not in this bad economy situation. Final decision is to stay and learn.

Then the big news came...

We were sold!!

Fear, anxious, uncertainty.
So much emotions.

I felt that rather then fearing, I would like to know what is coming. Finally picking up the courage to find out more...
Guess what? The other company don't have finance, IT and HR departments. All were been outsourced. Well most importantly the organisation structure don not have my department. The function is been conbined with another department.

Just as I though so. My Department job role can actually be conbine with another department.

See where fate bring me?

So I start on the painful journey to look for job... Till date I only sent 2 resumes. Bad isn't it?

Doing a balancing act these few months too...

My mum shop neighbours are becoming very political these days... Refusing to speak to my mum and sis. Insulted them openly and chasing away their customers.

On the other hand, I am dealing with my colleagues who are political too. Refusing to talk to me. Even the "friend" at work start to take sides.

I was very lost at 1st, hurt too...
However, after speaking to my boss, I decided the situation I am in is not the worse.
I decided to stand up... =D

While try to raise above my situation, I listen to my mum and sis complaints. At times due to pressure, they would accuse and verbal assaulting me. Sometime really feel like giving up.

However, it is my Buddhist practise that gives me courageous and determination to carry on.

I am not giving up. I find the answer to my sis problem recently through byakuran meeting and studies. I will slowing teach her and pray for her happiness too...

I have a list of things to do. I cant fall sick. I cant give up.